Love you all the way until I’m dyin’,
But when I’m there I won’t know what to say,
Cause’ I can barely look you in the eyes now,
without feelin’ all that pain,
As if it was happenin’ right to me,
Why does it never seem to change?
When or where or how I ever want it,
Is it really all so ingrained?
In me to be drained out & empty,
Withered, lost & afraid,
All there are is people who just love me,
But still I feel I’m livin’ in a cage.
You let me down.
What does it mean to be a family?
How much could you ask of me?
Cause’ I’ve been beggin’/pleadin’/borrowin’/sufferin’
That you could just let me fuckin’ breathe,
On anything close to my own terms now,
But you built your home inside of me,
And I can barely look you in the eyes now,
Cause’ I’m afraid you’ll see the pain in me.
You let me down,
Like a storm upon the rocks,
Like a rabbit in the brush,
I was holdin’ on to nothing,
Like it could ever be enough,
And I’m right up on the edge now,
Won’t you push me off,
There’s a storm it’s comin’
There’s a storm inside of me,
But there’s no use running,
Cause’ I’ve forgotten how to breathe,
And I’m screamin’ back now,
How much could you ask of me?
You’ve taken the life from,
But you won’t let go of me,
There’s a storm it’s comin',
This may be Nate Kinsella's "dad record," but the array of experimental sounds and soulful songs on offer evidence a new creative peak. Bandcamp New & Notable Jan 23, 2024
An easy-to-love combination of emo and jangle pop, the first full album from Spirit Night in eight years feels bathed in a golden glow. Bandcamp New & Notable Aug 8, 2023
Irish singer-songwriter Sarah E. Cullen bares her heart over pastoral folk arrangements enshrouded in a dream-pop haze. Bandcamp New & Notable Apr 29, 2021