1. |
Susu.
03:27
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Susu, susu, susu, susu, susu, susu, susu, susu, susu, susu, susu, susu, susu, susuwatari
Found each other
One another
There's a home inside of me
You can't leave now and I'm sorry
You're in my blood
And in my bones
Like shards of glass
And cancer growing
And it's all susuwatari
(Susu, susu, susu, susu, susu, susu, susu, susu, susu, susu, susu, susu, susu, susuwatari)
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2. |
Ashland.
04:10
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Thought of wakin' up without you pressed against me
Make me blind
Turn me blind to it
I don't wanna see a future without you
I don't wanna see
I don't wanna see a future without you
I don't wanna see
You're the song in my head when I wake up
Hear me singin' now
You're the song in my head when I wake up
Hear me singin' now
Wherever you go I follow
Wherever you go I follow
Wherever you go I follow
Thought of wakin' up without you pressed against me
Make me blind
Turn me blind to it
I don't wanna see a future without you
I don't wanna see
I don't wanna see a future without you
I don't wanna see
You're the song in my head when I wake up
Hear me singin' now
You're the song in my head when I wake up
Hear me singin' now
Wherever you go I follow
Wherever you go I follow
Wherever you go I follow
You're the peace in my heart
Yeah I found it
You're the peace in my heart
Yeah I found it
You're the peace in my heart
Yeah I found it I found it I found it
You're the song in my head when I wake up
Hear me singin' now
You're the song in my head when I wake up
Hear me singin' now
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3. |
651.
04:31
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When I call you up, you tell me who you wish I was
If I was enough of a burden
Would you give me up
At this place in time, I'm just tryin'
Not to get fucked up again
Before the storm
I was hidin' on the back of dawn
But now
It's just another day
And I'm down at the bottom
Runnin' 'round my head, tryna forget
What it means
And I know myself and I don't wanna be here
Runnin' 'round my head tryna forget
What it means
When I call you up, I tell you you're the only one
That I wanna see foggin' windows
In the soberin' months ahead
Be by my side
Make it easy to make it through the night
It's just another day
And I'm down at the bottom
Runnin' 'round my head tryna forget
What it means
And I know myself, and I don't wanna be here
Runnin' 'round my head tryna forget
What it means
And just when I thought that I was
Right on top of it
It's just another day
Take me away from here
Runnin' around and around and around and around and around and around and around and around
Again
When I call you up, you tell me who you wish I was
If I was enough of a burden
Would you give me up
At this place in time, I'm just tryin'
Not to get fucked up again
Before the storm
I was hidin' on the back of dawn
But now
It's just another day
And I'm down at the bottom
Runnin' 'round my head tryna forget
What it means
And I know myself and I don't wanna be here
Runnin' 'round my head tryna forget
What it means
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4. |
What you said.
02:03
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Thinkin' 'bout the way it was
Back when I lost time
Cut me open
Stole the rings inside
Thinkin' 'bout the way it was
Back when I still got high
Can't remember
The way I felt inside
And I pulled you aside
And said leave me out of it
But you're stoned and you can't remember
What you said last night
Thinkin' 'bout the way it was
Back when you still tried
I don't feel right
When you're not by my side
And I pulled you aside
And said leave me out of it
But you're stoned and you can't remember
What you said last night
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5. |
202.
03:18
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There's a couch outside of 700
That wasn't there yesterday
There's one bike and two bikes and three bikes and four bikes
On the stairwell
They're lit by the lamplight
I'm pacin' in the front lawn
And hopin' and dreamin'
That I'll always come home to you
I come in, you're smilin' and kiss me
And tell me that you love me
And you'll never leave me
And I know I believe you
And that it will always
Be warm in 202
There's a chair outside of 700
It wasn't there yesterday
Wonder if anyone will sit down
Before they take it away
Thanksgiving day I saw a fight across the street
They were yellin' and threatenin'
But I didn't stick around to see what went down
Just went along with my day
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6. |
Ben.
04:16
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I was hungover for a year of my life
And then one morning you came over
And you brought me one cup of coffee
Felt like the nicest thing that anyone had done for me in months
And it made me want to cry and to hold you
But you didn't like that stuff and you just looked down and blushed
And you told me it was nothin'
Oh Ben, oh Ben, oh Ben I still think about you now and then
Oh Ben, oh Ben, oh Ben I hope that I will see you again
You were my best friend for a year of my life
And it was a hard one, it was a hard one, it was a hard one, it was a hard one
You were my best friend for a year of my life
And it was a hard one, it was a hard one, it was a hard one, it was a hard one
We left the same school for the same reasons
Needed time to figure out what it means to be alive
Last I heard you were workin' in a lumber yard
Thinkin' about becomin' an electrician
Oh Ben, oh Ben, oh Ben I still think about you now and then
Oh Ben, oh Ben, oh Ben I know one day I will see you again
When I close my eyes I know I need something more
A place where I can go, a place where all my love is stored
My house, my place to be
My house, my place to be
You can stay as long as you want
Oh you could never leave
My house, my place to be
My house, my place to be
You can stay as long as you want
Oh you could never leave
At birthdays when we reach out
Is it for them or a funeral
Is it for them or a funeral
I can never tell
At birthdays when we reach out
Is it for them or a funeral
Is it for them or a funeral
I can never tell
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7. |
Collar bone.
02:42
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Wakin' up and makin' love to you again
Wakin' up and makin' love to you again
Pull back, you're smilin' wide I feel tuggin' inside
Pull back, you're smilin' wide I feel tuggin' inside
Pull back, you're smilin' wide
Pull me back inside
No peace, all love, God's blood rainin' down from up above
No peace, all love, God's blood rainin' down from up above
No peace, all love, God's blood rainin' down from up above
No peace, all love, God's blood rainin' down from up above
Swimmin' in it bathin' in it hold your breath I'll kiss you in it
Swimmin' in it bathin' in it hold your breath I'll kiss you in it
Swimmin' in it bathin' in it hold your breath I'll kiss you in it
Swimmin' in it bathin' in it
Tie our veins together now keep me safe and sound
Tie our veins together now keep me safe and sound
Tie our veins together now keep me safe and sound
Tie our veins tie our veins
Wakin' up and makin' love to you again
Wakin' up and makin' love to you again
Bite your collar bone and break it dig a hole and crawl inside
Bite your collar bone and break it dig a hole and crawl inside
Bite your collar bone and break it dig a hole and crawl inside
Bite your collar bone and break it
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8. |
Tennessee.
04:20
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We rode like 20 fuckin' hours on a bus just to stand in the heat and to look at the rust
And to wonder what's gonna happen to us and try to make sense of all
These crimes, no passion
Why do they do it to us
Crimes, no passion
There were like 30 like 30 of us and we were all friends and it was all love
There were like 30 like 30 of us and we were all friends and it was all love
Standin' on the mulch with you lookin' all around
Wonderin' what kind of good a bunch of kids could do
Standin' on the mulch with you feelin' what I thought was love
And wonderin' how I could show it to you
Crimes, no passion
Why do they do it to us
Crimes, no passion
Standin' on the creek bed you asked me if I felt God in the air
And I said no 'cause I was scared of a feeling so palpable, palpable around us
Is this God or community God or community
Will I ever know the difference
God or community God or community
Will I ever know it all
Buildin' a staircase with an unlucky man
He was just 24 and already divorced
New girlfriend's name is Storm and he's tellin' me is pregnant or tryin' to leave him, or somethin' I was just 17 and all that this meant to me was that there's no guarantee that young life is good
I was just 17 and all that this meant to me was that there's no guarantee that young love is true
Crimes, no passion
Why do they do it to us
Crimes, no passion
Standin' on the creek bed you asked me if I felt God in the air
And I said no 'cause I was scared of a feeling so palpable, palpable around us
Is this God or community God or community
Will I ever know the difference
God or community God or community
Will I ever know it all
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9. |
Pictures.
04:02
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Recreatin' photographs
I don't wanna forget how you look at me
Dead wrong head hung
I've sung sad songs but I'll never sing a sad one about you
Lookin' at the photograph
On the bookshelf we took at the start at the start of it
And took it again
And I'm wearing your shirt and my beard has grown and time keep on rollin' over us
Isolate from everything
Want to see it from one point perspective
A vantage point, objective and true
Be hard on myself like I know I ought to
And I'm parcelin' out all the things I've done
Some friends that I had yeah one day they decided to turn and run
But I didn't change, think I stayed the same
Know that one day when I see you I'll tell you I'm sorry then
Lookin' at the photographs
On the fridge of my friends and my lover
And sisters and brothers a drawing too
Picture of a unicorn my best friend's little sister drew
And I remember everything
All the good and the bad and the heartbreak and our first kiss
Stumblin' around kissin' on a velvet chair, don't care who's around
And I'm parcelin' out all the things I've done
Some friends that I had yeah one day they decided to turn and run
But I didn't change, think I stayed the same
Know that one day when I see you I'll tell you I'm sorry then
There's a place outside that we both know
Place outside where we both go when we need it
There's a place outside that we both know
Place outside where we both go when we need it
Ooh, we need it
Ooh, we need it
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10. |
Nosh.
04:19
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Give it up, I'm old enough
To know it's not enough just to be in love
Take a bow, I'm learnin' how to fake humble now, so look at me
Still in love with the thought of us
But enough is enough, and I can't breathe
Come and go, I wanna know
If I'll ever be someone you can't leave
Ooh, ooh, ooh
Time has passed, I'm tired of it
Have I grown quietest in my family?
I don't know where I'm tryna go, but it seems like I can't do it alone
Lock it up, I've had enough
Beggin' for your love, livin' on my knees
Came and went, I can't forget
The feelin' of your arms wrapped around me
Ooh, ooh, ooh
Ooh, ooh, ooh
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11. |
Like flowers.
06:08
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Dead leaves dead grass dead summertime
And I'm buried inside, wastin' away in it
Skinned knees and broken promises and you locked me outside
Rustin' away in it
Like an old bicycle
And there's someone comin' upon my door
And they're tryin' takin', take you away from me
Over my dead body
And there's no one on this goddamn earth who could ever dare to take you away from me
Over my dead body
Flowers on the windowsill, next to pictures that you painted for me
And it makes me smile
Writin' in the window sweat and it says "I love you"
Wrote it for me
In the dead of winter
And there's someone comin' upon my door
And they're tryin' takin', take you away from me
Over my dead body
And there's no one on this goddamn earth who could ever dare to take you away from me
Over my dead body
There's a big river flowin' next to me and you
And I'm starin' right down, right down there at my shoes
Wonderin' if I could take a step into the blue and just
Drink all my pain away
And you're screamin' in pain, lookin' out at the bluffs
Wonderin' just how your love it just wasn't enough
And I'm layin' face down seein' flash flash flash freeze
And you're callin' the cops and it's
Weeee-oooo
And I'm gettin' pulled out back onto the shore and I open my eyes and look up at the score
See the wins and the losses the pain and diseases I've caused you in trying to fulfill my needs
And I'm thinkin' 'bout fatherhood and all that it means
Wonderin' if we could ever be a weeee-oooo now
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